Rose

I only participate in general motions of society as a result of a lack of other ways to a means … Do not be mistaken … I do not want to socialise! Music is my dream, and if I could stay there forever I WOULD! When you are so passionate about something that you would give up everything else in your life to attain it, you are a force to be reckoned with! Fake people annoy me … I take whatever life will throw at me, and I declare the right to react to situations as I feel to at the time! I am learning the art of discretion! I value the right to speak freely in any situation! I try to think before I speak as much as possible! That is why sometimes I do not know what to say when I am put on the spot, and I will retreat to silence … I speak and live too loudly for some people, that is why I still live alone! That is also why I don’t go out of my way to meet new people regularly! I do value healthy debate and enjoy conversations that give me mental stimulation! I feel strongly about certain topics and enjoy being alone exploring and learning all there is to know about such things … I believe I can make a difference in the world! Sometimes I have instinct to defend or protect my own best interests, and it takes me a long time to get to know anyone enough to feel I can completely put my trust in them! I will fight against the current, go against the grain, dig my heels in and stand against any undesirable outcomes! I am a vocalist and lyricist who goes away and analyses everything and then writes about it … (derr)

I know the universe that supports me! There is a series of events that has led me to be where I am right now, and I walk each day in that awareness with gratitude … I always strive to make myself aware of those things … I believe you can write your own destiny! If there is ever any possibility where I could have handled myself or any situation differently or even better, it does not go un-noted! Wherever possible, I make attempts to rectify any misunderstandings! I do not want to use up all my energy explaining myself! I long to get on with the job! Some people will never care about me or try to understand me, and it is those people who I also will make no time for! I say what I mean and I mean what I say! I have only a few close friends who respect me for this characteristic above any of my other qualities! It is why we are still friends! My friends and I encourage each other to be all that we can be, and we each value our right to personal space … We listen to one another and help each other out when the need is there, knowing that they will be there for us if ever there is a time we need the favor returned …

I will not tolerate ignorance or narrow mindedness … I will accept you if you accept me! (faults and all) I expect to be given the same right to speak as anyone else! I expect to be allowed the freedom to think and act and make my own choices! (even if some people do not agree with them) I do not define myself based on anyone else’s opinions! If you have something to say that is relevant, I will make a point of listening, and will do all I can to understand … I want the same in return!

I strive to stay strong … After all, it is only the strong who will survive in this world, and it will chew you up and spit you out if you let it! When this life comes to an end, we will each leave ALONE! I appreciate brutal honesty, but do not take to group floggings very well, and consider orchestrated things somewhat weak … I’m only unfamiliar with being on the receiving end of such events because I choose not to socialise on anyone else’s terms! I am comfortable here in my little circle … It serves me well! I have been vilified in the past, with due cause, and have accepted that as such … I can be a horrible person, I can be a beautiful person, I can be anything at any given time for whatever purpose necessary, and I do so freely at my own will … I adapt to my surroundings! Anything I decide to do, I go to great lengths to ensure I do it well! My perceptions of what is considered ‘well’ are not distorted … We are all more similar than one might expect … Although I forget that some few people do listen to me at times, I appreciate being listened to! I am not blind, deaf, or stupid … There is always more to what meets the eye, and those who choose to be ignorant to such things are not worth my time!

Thank you for yours

RubieRose