I suffer general abhorrence for the majority of humanity … Do not be alarmed, there is no discrimination! If given the opportunity I may potentially take all my inhibitions out on you, but I will strive to make no personal attacks! I may choose at times to dwell in the pit of depression, out of familiarity and habit … I may be so inclined to sob in an orgy of self pity, fueled by loneliness and unfulfilled aspirations (because nothing is ever enough), but you need not worry yourself over my state of being! In no way do I suffer in the depths of denial of my condition … I am fully aware of the effect past mental and psychological traumas/ experiences may influence my capacity to care at this point … I am in no way justifying my actions, or lack thereof and any irrational thought patterns, anti-social tendencies, violent outbursts or supposedly uncontrollable rage that may come as a result will occur purely by my choice! Consider this my prior, and if need be, subsequent apology upfront and personal … Deal with such outbreaks as you wish!
RubieRose X
